I feel so different now.. Things have took an unexpected turn and all I can do now is to move on. I need no explaination nor answers to all that has happened, I need prayers.. So many things that I want to do, so many things I have left undone..

Jiayou!! I will not give up!! Like a cockroach escaping from the sole of a tattered slippers of a panicking woman, I will run and search for a way out. The white towel is deeply buried 10 foot underneath my deathbed. I will not give in!